Paralyzer

..Well that's the name of the song I'm listening to by Finger Eleven. :] I like it. it has a rad beat.

I'm so tired and yet I want to go out and do something. it's ILLEGAL to be home on a friday night. with no one.
Everyone is at the football game. which I HATE going to because all we do is lose. and sadly, my friends attend these. *sigh.* I need a boyfriend. I haven't been on a date in....6 months!! be proud of me, reader, because 5 months ago I vowed not to date until I was a little bit older. Is 6 months older, old enough??? But there isn't anyone from my school that I can date..they're all either ugly or dickheads. or both.
I would LOVE to go to a new refreshing place with new faces. find new people...I'm bored and tired of this place that I've lived in my whole entire fkn life. maybe England?? :D :D sounds great to me!!

oooooo you know those classic Nine West heels I've been adoring?? well I almost bought some yesterday!!!! ....But my mom, being the annoying-no-words-to-describe-what-kind-of-person-she-is, said no. you don't need to spend that much. So. I have to wait until I get payed to get my classy lookin' heels. ]:-[
I'm not very happy.....


Did anyone watch America's Next Top Model??! or GOSSIP GIRL!!?
They are my favorite shows to watch! ...I think this season's ANTM is going to be interesting. But I am not one for the "futuristic" look..which is what Tyra said that they're going to be modeling for.
I only saw the premiere of Gossip Girl but I can tell you this will probably become my fave show.
Has anyone read the books? is it anything like those?
b/c I've only read some a bunch of excerpts..


Does anybody have any solutions for boredom????
I will gladly take any suggestions. :]

Life as I know It

Why does life have to be so darn difficult???

and why is it that I never can seem to get any work done???

maybe I'm just lazy. that's what my family would say.

I have a paper to send before midnight tonight. that I have had 1 1/2 weeks to work on!

and I only have ONE sentence!! ...Sometimes I'm disappointed in myself..and angry w/ myself also. I also have a chapter outline due Thursday, that I've known about since last week...and i'm pretty sure the chapter is over 20 pages!!! PLUS I have to do the focus questions.

I need better time management :[

Why so much work and seriousness? All it does is create worry lines on your forehead and between your eyebrows. Right now in this thing called "life," I just want to shop, model, and sleep and travel the world. now is that too much to ask? no.

I love to shop! It's so much fun! I recently found a thrift store that has some unique jewelry that totally fits my style. it made me happy :]] I bought a necklace, a pair of earrings, and 2 rings that look kinda vintage...for only $4.50!!! NO TAX!!! :D :D

Man, I am soo tired from today!! It has worn me out! School all day long, lots of homework, going out to eat with my mum(that DOES take alot of energy out of me), and walking around all day. oh and eating..which I knew EXACTLY what I wanted, but when we got to the place...they were out of an ingredient so they couldn't make it!!! It pissed me off so bad. and it wasn't like I was already having a good day....

I would LOVE to have a pair of these classic Nine West heels!! :