Paralyzer

..Well that's the name of the song I'm listening to by Finger Eleven. :] I like it. it has a rad beat.

I'm so tired and yet I want to go out and do something. it's ILLEGAL to be home on a friday night. with no one.
Everyone is at the football game. which I HATE going to because all we do is lose. and sadly, my friends attend these. *sigh.* I need a boyfriend. I haven't been on a date in....6 months!! be proud of me, reader, because 5 months ago I vowed not to date until I was a little bit older. Is 6 months older, old enough??? But there isn't anyone from my school that I can date..they're all either ugly or dickheads. or both.
I would LOVE to go to a new refreshing place with new faces. find new people...I'm bored and tired of this place that I've lived in my whole entire fkn life. maybe England?? :D :D sounds great to me!!

oooooo you know those classic Nine West heels I've been adoring?? well I almost bought some yesterday!!!! ....But my mom, being the annoying-no-words-to-describe-what-kind-of-person-she-is, said no. you don't need to spend that much. So. I have to wait until I get payed to get my classy lookin' heels. ]:-[
I'm not very happy.....


Did anyone watch America's Next Top Model??! or GOSSIP GIRL!!?
They are my favorite shows to watch! ...I think this season's ANTM is going to be interesting. But I am not one for the "futuristic" look..which is what Tyra said that they're going to be modeling for.
I only saw the premiere of Gossip Girl but I can tell you this will probably become my fave show.
Has anyone read the books? is it anything like those?
b/c I've only read some a bunch of excerpts..


Does anybody have any solutions for boredom????
I will gladly take any suggestions. :]